Monday, August 31, 2009 11:52 am
Well, noticing how my morning pages flow into the random cards selected after I complete my morning pages. So thought I would share my cards randomly drawn this morning. Each one supports a different part of me: the healing part, the self-care part, the child part, the spiritual part, the power part, mother feminine within part. And recently I added in a thought provoking card deck for the stretching beyond the comfort zone part.
Here’s what showed up today (and it’s right on target for where I find myself NOW - there's that synchronicity again - LOVE IT!)……
Decisions. Honor your top priorities. If it’s not an absolute Yes, this is a No. Cheryl Richardson’s Self-Care cards.
I cross all bridges with joy & ease. The “old” unfolds into wonderful new experiences. My life gets better all the time. I am safe for it’s only change. Louise Hay’s Power Thoughts cards.
All suffering stems from ignorance, hatred, craving. Healing requires you admist the truth about yourself. Is there someone you hate? Or something you crave? Are you an addict? Recognizing your struggles is the first step towards healing. Carolyn Myss Healing Cards.
I am Happy. I smile, I laugh, and enjoy being alive. Susan Howson For Kids – Manifest Your Magnificence cards.
Today, I practice humility. Amma spiritual cards.
When others are interpreting, analyzing, advising, or directing you. They really are connunicating what they believe would be appropriate for themselves were they in your situation. Remember this, if you chose to hear their voices. Remember too that in the deep knowing place inside you, you are the world’s only and best authority on you. Practice listening inwardly instead of outwardly. Robyn Posin Feminine and Mother Within cards.
We respect people who are not afraid to stand-up for their beliefs. What do you believe in….and would you stand up for it? LifeBite cards. What I wrote was this: I believe in ME and would I stand up for ME! Yes and No. This is a good question to pose to me at this time. Since I am in the midst of believing in me 100& and completely. AND standing up for ME.
Onward ho to fun, living, joy! Each of us deserves all the endless abundance there is!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
WOW!
Thursday, 20 August 2009 11:47 pm
WOW! Yes things can change in a moment.
As I reflect back on my last two days, I am grateful, blessed, not alone, happy!
On Tues, while I was typing my blog entry, I suddenly got nauseated and headachy, so I laid down and became very cold and goosebumpy (even under a warm comforter). Asked Source, Archangels, Ascended Masters like Buddha, Quan Yin, Christ, for help in clearing whatever had suddenly brought on these physical symptoms as there certainly was no physical reasons. Anywho, definitely was not well. Feel asleep & woke up in time to make the Dancing with Source 5:45 pm meditation call, yet did it lying on my couch. The meditation was helpful. Then I was to be on a healing circle call, so planned to get on the call and bow out, yet a voice within said no, show up. So then I explained what was going on with me. And the space was disorganized. And finally one woman said she felt disconnected. And then I heard a voice that said check that you're supposed to be dowsing. And it turns out I was supposed to show up just not dowse. So once I did that, the space cleared and things flowed. The healing circle helped also. Yet my own conversations and relationship with Source, the Archangels, and the Ascended Masters is as important. So I asked for help while I was sleeping. And when I woke up @ 7 am, I definitely felt much better yet there still was this fuzzy headachy feeling. So I curled up and asked for more healing processes to be performed. Feel asleep and when I awoke @ 10 am, I was weak, yet felt peaceful. Greatful. My conversations often come through my journaling so when I was journaling, Source said rest, drink lots of water, go get a juice from Juicey Lucy's, and go to the ORSC gathering tonight. And I said are you sure? I'm so weak. Yes. OK. And today I am okay physically.
And what activated the sudden physical symptoms? Something in my blog from Tues definitely did. And I see now it was a challenge to see how I would be with my physical symptoms. Would I go into the identifying, rationalizing, negating all the physical reasons (and totally step over the emotional, energetic, spiritual reasons). Or would I go with using the energetic healing processes I had learned and support all of me.
Plus my relationship with Source/God wasn't like it is today. It's taken my illness to re-connect (or connect) with the things that nourish, nurture, support me. Now. If not now, then when? And one of those things is my relationship with Source. Yes, there is me. There is Source. There is our relationship. What did the Nina/Source relationship feel like before my illness? There and distant. And now? There and close.
Thank you my friends!
WOW! Yes things can change in a moment.
As I reflect back on my last two days, I am grateful, blessed, not alone, happy!
On Tues, while I was typing my blog entry, I suddenly got nauseated and headachy, so I laid down and became very cold and goosebumpy (even under a warm comforter). Asked Source, Archangels, Ascended Masters like Buddha, Quan Yin, Christ, for help in clearing whatever had suddenly brought on these physical symptoms as there certainly was no physical reasons. Anywho, definitely was not well. Feel asleep & woke up in time to make the Dancing with Source 5:45 pm meditation call, yet did it lying on my couch. The meditation was helpful. Then I was to be on a healing circle call, so planned to get on the call and bow out, yet a voice within said no, show up. So then I explained what was going on with me. And the space was disorganized. And finally one woman said she felt disconnected. And then I heard a voice that said check that you're supposed to be dowsing. And it turns out I was supposed to show up just not dowse. So once I did that, the space cleared and things flowed. The healing circle helped also. Yet my own conversations and relationship with Source, the Archangels, and the Ascended Masters is as important. So I asked for help while I was sleeping. And when I woke up @ 7 am, I definitely felt much better yet there still was this fuzzy headachy feeling. So I curled up and asked for more healing processes to be performed. Feel asleep and when I awoke @ 10 am, I was weak, yet felt peaceful. Greatful. My conversations often come through my journaling so when I was journaling, Source said rest, drink lots of water, go get a juice from Juicey Lucy's, and go to the ORSC gathering tonight. And I said are you sure? I'm so weak. Yes. OK. And today I am okay physically.
And what activated the sudden physical symptoms? Something in my blog from Tues definitely did. And I see now it was a challenge to see how I would be with my physical symptoms. Would I go into the identifying, rationalizing, negating all the physical reasons (and totally step over the emotional, energetic, spiritual reasons). Or would I go with using the energetic healing processes I had learned and support all of me.
Plus my relationship with Source/God wasn't like it is today. It's taken my illness to re-connect (or connect) with the things that nourish, nurture, support me. Now. If not now, then when? And one of those things is my relationship with Source. Yes, there is me. There is Source. There is our relationship. What did the Nina/Source relationship feel like before my illness? There and distant. And now? There and close.
Thank you my friends!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Tuesday, 18 August 12:37 pm
Tuesday, 18 August 12:37 pm
Well now, how am I? I tested the waters this past Sat & Sun. Tested my energy & stamina level. Assisted @ a two-day Organization & Relationship Systems (ORSC) Fundamentals course. And happy that it was 2-days. AND I set aside yesterday for processing, integration, rest. Even today, I am happy that I do not have anything on my calendar that I must do. All good. I needed to stretch my muscles so to speak. And see what I can do today. All in time. My energy and stamina level continues to get stronger as I continue to convalesce. Thank you God for these tests and challenges that help me stretch my choice muscles. My discernment muscles. My trust muscles. My self-care muscles. All my muscles! And in doing so I realize I have not been leaning into my friends. And asking for help from others. And I am about to do that with my home. Definitely stuff needs to be cleared out. Non-beneficial stuff to make room for the beneficial stuff. And for those who have known me a long time--there's a lot of stuff. So I will ask for help. And see what happens.
Plus a chat with a friend - something happened that scared the s--- out of me. Suddenly I was overcome with this very stern and powerful sounding voice that started telling her something. And I was thinking this is not me speaking for I could not stop talking. I told my friend this. WOW, talk about the voice of the system. Her system. And I realized what I said to her, I also needed to hear. Just as I make time to be with a dear friend. Just as I make time each day to be with my self. So it is that I make time to be with Source......daily. Not drive by time. Not when it's convenient. Scheduled time. Sacred time with self. with a friend. with Source. So I feel supported when things happen in my life. So I feel like I have a community beside me as I face anything: bliss, celebration, a decision, a problem, illness. And believe me, this relationship between God/Source and I was not always there. It took me finally, bellying up to the bar and laying down my contributions to all that had happened between us. Yes, the serenity prayer is a good one to remember. courage to change those things that I can. serenity to accept those I cannot. wisdom to know the difference. Thank you God/Source!
So how am I now? Humbled. Nauseated (physical symbol that something non-physical is wanting and will be released from me for there is no physical reason for this nausea). Peaceful. Tired.
And so I will end this blog entry with my responses to these two questions from Cafe Gratitude -- two questions come daily to my e-mail box. I don't always view & answer them. Today I felt called to respond. And to blog.
On Tue, Aug 18, 2009 at 11:00 AM, Chy Barrwrote:
What do you say you don't have enough of?
I don't have enough courage to release the stuff in my home that no longer serves it. To go through the grieving that comes from letting go of something familiar. Comfortable.
What is your gift to the world?
My williness to show up. To try. To fail.
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Well now, how am I? I tested the waters this past Sat & Sun. Tested my energy & stamina level. Assisted @ a two-day Organization & Relationship Systems (ORSC) Fundamentals course. And happy that it was 2-days. AND I set aside yesterday for processing, integration, rest. Even today, I am happy that I do not have anything on my calendar that I must do. All good. I needed to stretch my muscles so to speak. And see what I can do today. All in time. My energy and stamina level continues to get stronger as I continue to convalesce. Thank you God for these tests and challenges that help me stretch my choice muscles. My discernment muscles. My trust muscles. My self-care muscles. All my muscles! And in doing so I realize I have not been leaning into my friends. And asking for help from others. And I am about to do that with my home. Definitely stuff needs to be cleared out. Non-beneficial stuff to make room for the beneficial stuff. And for those who have known me a long time--there's a lot of stuff. So I will ask for help. And see what happens.
Plus a chat with a friend - something happened that scared the s--- out of me. Suddenly I was overcome with this very stern and powerful sounding voice that started telling her something. And I was thinking this is not me speaking for I could not stop talking. I told my friend this. WOW, talk about the voice of the system. Her system. And I realized what I said to her, I also needed to hear. Just as I make time to be with a dear friend. Just as I make time each day to be with my self. So it is that I make time to be with Source......daily. Not drive by time. Not when it's convenient. Scheduled time. Sacred time with self. with a friend. with Source. So I feel supported when things happen in my life. So I feel like I have a community beside me as I face anything: bliss, celebration, a decision, a problem, illness. And believe me, this relationship between God/Source and I was not always there. It took me finally, bellying up to the bar and laying down my contributions to all that had happened between us. Yes, the serenity prayer is a good one to remember. courage to change those things that I can. serenity to accept those I cannot. wisdom to know the difference. Thank you God/Source!
So how am I now? Humbled. Nauseated (physical symbol that something non-physical is wanting and will be released from me for there is no physical reason for this nausea). Peaceful. Tired.
And so I will end this blog entry with my responses to these two questions from Cafe Gratitude -- two questions come daily to my e-mail box. I don't always view & answer them. Today I felt called to respond. And to blog.
On Tue, Aug 18, 2009 at 11:00 AM, Chy Barr
What do you say you don't have enough of?
I don't have enough courage to release the stuff in my home that no longer serves it. To go through the grieving that comes from letting go of something familiar. Comfortable.
What is your gift to the world?
My williness to show up. To try. To fail.
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